Sunday, July 14, 2024

How I Feel Now



It’s Sunday and the national news is bad.

My head hurts from the night I just had;

What a year it has been;

I’m thinking of you again.

 

Content with peace of mind;

And yet like insanity as it is defined;

Same thing again and again;

Alone with family and friends.

 

This love is as strong as any cult;

Cannot expect a different result;

Baffled in the grocery aisle;

The black tea makes me smile.

 

Cherish the moments and what it really means;

And there you are in distressed blue jeans.

I keep showing up and so do you;

Oh it’s real! And it’s true.


Oenone Sculpture by Harriet Hosmer 
Marble 1954-55 
at Mildred Lane Kemper Art Museum






 

OK Go


 

OK Go is an amazing group of rock musicians from Chicago, now based in LA that are innovative artists. I was fortunate enough to catch as an invited guest of Integrity, a web solutions company in University City. Thanks to Lisa Grimm of Integrity for having me. (It was a great show and a wonderful distraction from the TV news follow-up of the Assassination Attempt at Donald Trump's campaign rally in Pennsylvania 7/13/24).

OK Go is composed of lead singer/guitarist Damian Kulash, Tim Nordwind, Dan Konopka, and Andy Ross (who joined them in 2005 replacing original guitarist Andy Duncan.) The band is known for its quirky and complex music videos which are often elaborately choreographed to be filmed.The original members formed as OK Go in 1998 and released two studio albums before Duncan's departure. The band's video for "Here it Goes Again" won a Grammy for best  Musc Video in 2007.



The show at the Pageant featured powerful performances by opening acts Mirthquake and Forever Winona. OK go lead singer Kulash engaged the audience and entertained the crowd, encouraging people to visit the "merch area and buy stuff because we're all going to Nashville next. If you don't and the bands still have stuff, they'll talk about you saying 'Aw, Saint Louis Sucks' so buy the stuff". This was one example of how Kulash connected with the fans. He invited questions from the audience and talked about everything from music videos, Japan, the Muppets and the set list.




 










L

Thursday, May 30, 2024

Lawton and Lindsey Visit









The amazing Lawton (above), just about a week before visiting Saint Louis. He's almost 8, going on 28. He is a reader, a golfer, a marshall artist, a sailboat captain, and a theater goer (among other things). He and his mom schedule a trip that includes a picnic and production of The Barber of Seville from the St. Louis Opera Company for May 31, 2024. 





























May 31, Friday Airport pickup at Terminal 2. Roadwork and closed parking lot creates a little chaos but flight is on time and the fun begins.

Laumeier Sculpture Park mega tour with Lawton and Lindsey includes trail past Trova by Fire Station. The Eye and Tasset's Deer and more. 

Saint Louis Art Museum on a post card perfect day. Lawton is drawn to ancient artifacts and anything with a digital touch screen interface - like the egyptian mummies on the 1st floor (downstairs where he gets a peak at Andy Goldsworthy's Stone Sea). 

The Saint Louis Opera Theater which begins with a Chicken Salad Chick box lunch on the grounds at Webster's Loretta Hilton Theater of Performing Arts. The restless traveler Lawton was treated to intermission sparklers. The comic opera Barber of Seville is wonderful as it features Andrew Morstein at Count Almaviva. (Love wins in the end.) 

Saturday was a full day. Beginning with Missouri History Museum. The Spirit of Saint Louis replica of Lindbergh's flight across the Atlantic and the celebration and images of the 1904 World's Fair and relief map. Then at the Pulitzer Arts Foundation we visited the for magnificent Richard Serra Cor-10 steel sculpture Joe in the courtyard between the Contemporary Arts Museum and the Pulitzer. 

We traveled to Old North's Crown Candy for a short break before showing up for activities and a celebration of Ten Years in business for Central Print. We travelled to met Andrew and his parents, and sister for Pizza Champ in Maplewood - outdoor dining on Manchester Road.  









Lawton and Lindsey stop into my bachelor pad long enough for Lawton to show his skill in crating a mosaic Cardinal.

Sunday morning tickets to the top of the Gateway Arch bring us downtown and that's close enough to add sculptural highlights at City Garden. We visit Jim' Dine's Pinnochio, Haring, di Suvero and more.
















June 2, 2024 Sunday - Sugarfire and putting green at Creve Coeur Golf Course before heading back to the airport. What a sweet weekend.












 













Monday, May 27, 2024

Art Work

 


 










Everyone is an artist;

Or so says the teacher;

The object is to become a better artist;

At the risk of sounding like a preacher.

 

Van Gogh had a lust for life;

In spite of his mental health;

Ultimately succumbing to his strife;

His brother and the market could not generate a timely wealth.

 

Perhaps Picasso is the greatest of all time;

The GOAT takes his rightful place;

The art world concurs with Gertrude Stein;

Wherever he puts eyes and nose on a face.

 

Popular culture by Andy;

The things we see and do every day;

In a gallery context – it’s a dandy;

See the ordinary in a different way,

 

Super real, surreal, sublime,

Salvador can blow your mind;

Dali curling his trademark mustache;

An enduring style that is sure to last.

 

Abstract, color field, contemporary, Haring, Banksy, Basquiat;

On display for all to admire or eschew.

Graffiti is an origin – believe it or not;

You can decide if it appeals to you.

 

What will you do and how?

Study, imitate, or break new ground;

What will be the next new thing now?

Practice and work your process for what may be found.





 

Janie je t’aime

 











I know you are capable of being alone;

I’ll just text you, so I’ll be on your phone.

I wish you more. You said I could always read you;

Cards are on the table but never fully shown.

 

Children on hard wood floors, making noise;

Five girls and no boys.

Grace, Wren, Mercy, Rooney, Prim;

The Princess parade proceeds with poise.

 

Cleveland, Cincinnati and Columbus;

I can’t stop thinking of the two of us;

Old Immigrant brew-pub eclectic;

Divine Intervention. In God we trust.

 

Clifton Park, Edgewater Drive;

It’s great to be alive;

Embracing the moment;

Grateful, as we survive.


Consider the time and miles

Kissing in the dark,   

We’re only dancin’ a while.

And I will always love your smile.






















Wednesday, May 22, 2024

TIME

 


 











Fall into daylight;

At peace with the night;

Spooky movies such a freight;

But, but, but, we prevail.

 

Time goes by so fast;

Putting perspective on our past;

In the moment, until the last;

Tick, tick, tick, without fail.

 

Now as we reflect;

Not to overthink or too closely inspect;

Calmly approach and genuflect;

Click, click, click, with a pint of ale.

 

Every day is a blessing;

Each hour a treasure of possessing;

Be honest and truthful in confessing;

The best is now if we avail.

 

Beauty is in the eye of the beholder;

Let’s enjoy it together, shoulder to shoulder;

Life is more precious as we get older;

Ding, ding, ding, value is inherent and not for sale.


Saturday, February 10, 2024

Be Positive but Be Better


 











Let it Go. What’s buggin’ me about Old North

I am regarded by those who know me as a positive person. I look for the good in people, places and things. If you know me well, you also know that I am a perceptive person who sees where things seem less than optimal. Ironically, it is the negative perceptions that are great fuel for humor. It is with this spirit in mind that I would like to share a list of things that aren’t quite right at Old North Academy. The place has tremendous potential but, as I shared with the principal, I wouldn’t want to be charged with fixing all that seems broken.

The rhetoric doesn’t match the action  

·       Before I accepted the offer to teach Art in 2023-24 school year I heard a lot about the notion of creating a Middle School experience that would reinforce Pathways to futures in the study and careers in the Arts. That said, where is the recognition of excellence?

·       The Positive Behavior Intervention and Supports (PBIS) is heavy on the terms Respect, Responsibility and Safety. Why then it is so commonplace at Old North to hear students using inappropriate language, fighting (play or not) and ignoring simple rules like “level zero” while transitioning to class or cafeteria?

·       How come the “scholars” are expected to be in uniform and teachers and administrators are wearing jeans, hoodies and stretch pants?  

·       With so many opportunities to reinforce positive behavior and academic excellence, why does the school use a prime bulletin board to advertise to teachers about taking attendance? (Wouldn’t it be more positive to applaud students with perfect attendance?)

So much is taken for granted       

Teachers' meetings are dreaded because it means staff has to stay after school and generally listen to a one-way dialogue that masquerades as transparency. Example: The district needs to take these steps to satisfy the Department of Elementary and Secondary Education DESE "so here's what we've decided you will do...."



·       The way to handle a disruptive cafeteria is to make the entire class suffer the consequences. This kinda reinforces the student argument that if “everybody else is doing the wrong thing why shouldn’t I?  The consequences are the same either way.

·       Routines never have a chance since the playbook seems to favor audible change again and again: transitions to specials, breaks for water, restrooms, hall passes, routines are anything but routine.


So much needs repair or at least cosmetic attention

·       Bathroom soap dispensers are never all working or contain soap

·       Bathroom stall doors are usually broken

·       Graffiti in restrooms, on desks, furniture

·       Cabinets in rooms are not secured (broken locks, doors, handles, hardware)

·       Christmas trees still in hallways in February

·       Bulletin board with fall/Halloween theme still up in February.

Not much Empowering and Reinforcing staff

·       Teachers without keys to there room (i.e. Art and Music)

·       Frowning on arriving early to work, (The building can’t handle an ambitious teacher who wants to beat the horrific traffic on 70 arriving before 6:30 a.m. greeted with a mini lecture that begins “the expectation for teachers and staff is that they arrive at 7:15am)

·       Little or no consequences apparent for tardy teachers/staff. Example: a teacher arrives 20 minutes late for a team meeting and misses some of the business and apologizes for being “a few seconds tardy”.

Going through the motions and checking boxes

·       Do we really believe having back to back to back drills for effective preparedness? (Intruder Drill, Hurricane/Tornado Drill, Fire Drill)

·       Staffing – especially when it appears that keeping a position filled is not working (Why for example are we on our third Librarian in 8 months? Why were there 5 different art teachers last year?)

I invested time and money in becoming an educator 10+years. I began my education journey with Special Education (SSD) as sub, para-educator, applied behavior analyst (ABA). I taught self-contained classroom at Great Circle in Webster Groves, SSD re-hired me to be Special Ed teacher at partner district Riverview Gardens for middle schoolers (Westview Middle), I was Art teacher in Lincoln County’s Winfield Middle School before joining Confluence. (Funny - my 2023 tax return reports payments from 3 school districts.)

Good for me. I am learning and experiencing new things after full careers in advertising (at big league advertising firms) 15 years, Director and Vice President level marketing communications lead in corporate environments for three leading design and construction firms (HBE, Clayco, Crossland) and a global manufacturer of welding and cutting products (Thermadyne – now part of ESAB) 10 years. 

P.S. Separate category - scary things about working at Old North: 

That crazy commute on I-70 is very tense with aggressive drivers who will pass you on the left (even if it means swerving into and out of an exit lane). 

On I-70 I had to manage a flat tire at 70 miles per hour. 

On I-70 I had to avoid hiting an overturned office chair in my lane.

On 1-70 I've found myself traveling under 20 MPH for accidents at Goodfellow, Kingshighway and on 270...to name a few.

My back was turned facing a cabinet one morning only to have a student sneak up on me and prentend to shoot me in the head, Pow! (I'm sure L thought that was a clever thing to do.)

The truth is stranger than fiction: overheard conversations about teen pregnancy, firearms, trauma, family struggles and more. 

No easy fixes, I know.



P.S. How about this bulletin board post. Irony in education. Bragging about test scores with questionable grammar. LOL.